jolene's 21st birthday bash

well...a couple of weeks ago...
went for jolene's 21st birthday bash...
it was held @ pasir ris downtown east...
below are some photos i managed to "steal" from friends...


after the birthday bash...
we were supposed to go Boat Quay for World Cup match de...
but then hoh...think we were too late that night...
all the pubs with tv were already full house...
so we went to WOW club...
sit..drink..chit-chat...
but i was getting very very bored...
cos no alcohol for me...that also meant no games for me...
then we left early...
in fact very early...
even before dusk n kin came over we left le...hahaha...

happy married life...

haha...darling is jealous le...
i'm pretty...
but i nvr mention about my handsome hubby...hahaha...
sorry ma...darling...dun angry ok...haha..
anyway... i knw u're not angry with me le la...
that was juz a joke rite...hahaha...

if i'm pretty princess then u muz be the handsome prince ma...
that's understood de...dun need me to say one...hahaha...!

erm...still havent taken our outdoor photos yet...
cos the photographer sprained her leg...
so its been rescheduled to this sat...! which means...2 days from now...
hahaha...more photos for me n darling...

well..one of the most frequently asked questions muz be
"so how's married life like"
hahaha...i muz say...its fulfilling...and happy...
now i've got more "brothers" cos kelvin has 2 brothers...
and i've got much much more relatives than i can ever imagine...

i'm still learning to adapt...
living with in-laws is something i muz really get used to...
and i also need time to realise that i've got much much more relatives and cousins now...

but well...the good side is...
i've also got many many more people doting on me now!!

and darling has been sweet and doting...
he always picks me up from work whenever he can...
coax me to slp first...
give me a good morning kiss before he leaves for work...
and also not to forget the talks to "baby" every night...

but well...i've been sick this week...
everyday also dun feel well...
everyday also dun wanna go work...
finally today mc liaoz lo...
hahaha...
*sadz* *pout*
tonite darling cant book out...
so nvm la...i came back to my home...haha
packed my room...and updated friendster...
did some stuffs...and slacked the whole day!!

wedding photo (1) - indoor shoot

haha...i went for our wedding photo shoot today...
although weather wasn't good today...
it didnt spoil my mood at all!! haha
was still very very excited about the shoot..
and the whole thing...haha

here are some pretty photos of mine..!

me in my evening gown...


me and darling in my evening gown look...

hahaha...sooo happy today...
the make-up artist and the photographer both say i look pretty
hahaha...they say my features very sharp...
and i'm very photogenic....
hahaha...
then they dolled me up very prettily wor ...


my traditional costume lo...
i feel i look quite special la...
but then hoh...henry say i look like vampire...
shant post anymore of this design then...haha....

next one is....

my super cute jap style!!!
haha...the way they styled my hair...
wah...i super like it sia!!
really lehz...haha...
so cute...
see my personal shot!

kawaii desu??


that's me in my bridal gown...
pretty ba??
haha...cannot imagine me looking so pretty rite??
haha...i knw i'm being a bit bhb here...
but who cares....
i'm a bride only once in a lifetime...
i guess i have all the reason to be pretty??
anyone disagrees??

did anyone notice this photo is especially big???
hahaha...
cos this is my favourite shot!
i look so pretty rite??
and my hubby so super smart...haha
we're the best-matched couple...
at least for the day...
haha...

and why do i say so??
cos the other couple who was also taking photos...
the bride hoh...looks unfriendly de...
she's so fierce-looking and so stern
and i think she's quite fierce to her husband too...
she controls what he wears...
*eeks* so scary....
i guess...its muz be pretty tough on her hubby...
anyway...i wanted to take a photos of her one...
but i scared she angry
so i dropped the idea...
hahahaha

anyway...back to me!!!

see...that's my "elegant" look with the head veil...

okok...that's all folks...
we didnt manage to take outdoor shoot for today...
cos...BAD WEATHER!!!
argh...nvm...next week it shall be...
haha

now its time for some candid shoots!!!

that's me...trying to take a full length photo of us...by ourselves!!


SIA air-stewardess -- in-the-making...


aiyo...SIA stewardess...becomes a puffer fish!! hahahahaa


ok...that's my hubby's younger bro...alvin...for those of you who didnt knw...
haha
after so many attempts then we managed to take one pretty shot ok...


ok folks...this is not the fierce bride...
this is my MOTHER-IN-LAW...
hahaha...
they say we look like sisters...
really ar????
is that a complimentary or...???? hahahaa

legally married

haha...i'm legally married!! haha...
the solemnization was easy...
it was juz a simple process of signing the cert..

to listen to the long story...blah blah blah...


the oath...the famous "i do"...


exchanging rings...
can see the xinfu look on my face...
or rather...our faces?? hahaha

then comes the photo-taking session...

darling, and his parents...


me n darling...and papa mama and didi...

then comes photos of me and my darling!!!




hahaha.....great fun...
my bro was having fun too!

the best moment...was when the solemnizer announced us man and wife...
and presented...mr and mrs lim junhong kelvin...
omg...u cant imagine that excitement and happiness...

i hope i will never forget this moment...

and we will always remember this happiness we are having now...

now time for some naughty photos...

hahahaha

bullying mommy...haha...

boxing didi...haha....

i won...i won...

aiya...haha...think i'm juz like wat jolyn says...
i cant be angry for too long de...haha
not with kelvin anyway...
(not at my colleagues too of cos...hahaha)

juz like wat she told me to do...
i didnt sms...didnt call kelvin

then when i went for checkup...
he finally called and apologise le
hahaha...

i won...i knew i would...haha...cos its not my fault ma!!!

he gave me false hopes that he would go with me...
then tell me cant go...
and expect me to juz let it down??
sorry...i cannot...haha....
i juz have to make some trouble for you...
to show my existence...!

hahahahahahahhahahah

why dun i understand you anymore...

why dun i understand you anymore...
have i changed so much?? that you become unrecognisable...
or is it the other way round??

i dun seem to know you anymore...
sometimes you seem so distant...
i dunno what are you thinking...
i dunno what are you doing...
i dun even know why is it that everything seems so unimportant to you...
have i juz become so unimportant to you?
or it has all the while been lidat??
juz that i nvr noticed??

can someone pls tell me???

why is it that he seems like the perfect guy ard...
but turn him ard...and he'll juz scold me off...

or perhaps its true that i'm juz too pampered...

u're under stress...yes...i understand
i nvr doubted that fault...
but am i not?!
am i undergoing anything less??
i dun think so right...
at least u can seek refuge at your camp
stay away from everything else...
stay in camp
juz dun book out

but wat can i do??
where can i go??

i used to have sorrows and hid in your house...
now...that seems not possible anymore either...

help me...

someone pls help me...

save me from these...

if getting married and everything else is going to be lidat...
i dun wanna get married anymore...
i dun wanna get married and regret my choice...
are we really too young?!

where have all the initial happiness gone to??!??!?!?

angry...super angry!!!

can someone pls go scold the shit out of my hubby?!
i'm juz super + super angry right now la...
so angry i can juz break out into tears right now...
even though i'm in office...sitting in front of my computer...

he knew it ok...he knew weeks ago that i'm going for the checkup today!
he knew i was going alone...
he said he dun wan me to go alone...
he said he will do sth about it...!

but wat happened...
he juz sat on my words...
and let time run...
till ytd, his officer tell him there's duty to be done today...
then he tell me i juz gotta go alone...
super disappointed and angry ok..!

if he had meant to go with me at all...
even the slightest bit, he would have done something...
he could have taken leave or applied for time off or sth well in advance right?!

well...perhaps gals can nvr understand army...
he said i was unreasonable...and that i dun understand him...

yah...perhaps i really dun understand him that slightest bit...
cos i dunno what's impt to him and wat's not...

he didnt even take leave for the solemnization...
or rather, he's not planning...not even the afternoon leave...
he's juz trying his luck with timeoff...
fine then...if he's doing things this way...
why then, am i getting so worked up?!
i also take time off lo...
why shld i waste my leave lidat...
if timeoff not approved then lagi better...
dun need to get married!!!

gown fitting...

haha...so happy...slept for over 15 hours on sat...
hahaha....nvr slept for so long before...
really nice shiok slp sia!
but too bad for dar dar...
he had to miss the soccer game at boat quay with wei and gang...
cos i was having nightmare...
and he juz couldnt leave me at home...

then hoh...sunday go play mahjong...still the same la...
lost...but ok la...not lose alot...so nvm...haha...
then come home...slp again...

so whole of this weekend...all i can remember is slp slp and more slp...hahaha...

then today after work...met wing and went for my gown fitting...haha...
some pictures of 3 of my gowns...
the bridal...the evening...and the bridal gown for outdoor shoot...hahaha...
try guessing which is which...!
and try guessing my favourite...

a fairytale come true

the past weekend had been great!

it was like a fairytale come true...
the whole weekend had been so wonderful!
especially on friday...

finally...he proposed decently...hahaha...
why do i say decently?
cos we've been arranging for our wedding already ma...
so no doubt i'm definitely gonna marry him...
but he hasn't proposed before!!!

no way am i letting him away with this...

so...finally he proposed...in his comm ball...
really...in the middle of his comm ball...
it was pre-arranged one!!!
and he kept me in the dark all the while...
it was a super pleasant surprise though...
and super romantic...

hahahaa...
juz couldnt stop laughing and smiling for the rest of the weekend...

then sat i couldnt wake up for work at all...so...
took mc and slept for the morning...
went for sushi buffet and then harbourfront...

then sunday...another slacky day...
stay home...slp...watch tv...go ah ma hse for dinner...
that's all!
hahaha...

but end of the day...still so super tired...

even now...also super tired...
and super uncomfortable...
haha...nvm...in good mood still!

so fun...

i'm beginning to love my life more...haha
went with kelvin's parents to choose the wedding package yesterday after work...

think its more or less decided and settled already...
tml morning can go choose my gowns and set date for photo shoot...
haha...

then dinner also almost settled already...left all those nitty-witty stuffs...
muz start on the photo slideshow...
muz decide on the choice of the mcs...
muz start printing invitations...
etc etc etc...

haha...so tiring...but so fun!!

darling know which camp he is being posted into already...
some Selatar camp...and dunno going there to do wat thing yet...
dunno gotta stay in camp or can book out de...
but anyway..i guess...at least after he's posted there...he's an officer already...
shld have a better life than now ba...hopefully for him...

ytd...came back to work after one day mc
saw gina...so tired and haggard...
couldnt help but feel for her...
she's so sad...but cant cry...
i really pray that God will take away her pain
and release her father in the best way He can...
Gina...be strong ok...we'll all be praying for you...and your family

haha...life is getting better!!

as if being a queen is not enough...
i think my luck is changing for the better...haha
hopefully...its gonna continue this way...

anway...i knw when and where my banquet's gonna be held already...
haha!!

guess my previous entry was really like bitter...
haha...
well...if you realise....
i blogged when i was working...
and unhappy things do happen in work...

this morning...we realised i made another stupid mistake in work...
shant elaborate on that anymore...
cos i dun wanna be reminded of it...
was rather unhappy the entire morning tho'...
but anyway...these arent going to affect me n my mood!
nope...not even the slightest bit...haha

but nevermind...went to collect my new contact lenses...
then went to the IT fair at Suntec...
was quite interesting...very packed...and some really good deals...
very tempting prices for the laptop i've been eyeing on too...

then met darling...
went with him to settle his donation card thingy first...
set my date for ROM...
went to see bridal gowns as well...
more shopping tomorrow...

haha...i literally am having anything that i wan...
everywhere...at home...at his place...in office...
haha...
i'm the queen!!!

gotta go bathe and slp now...
haha...
tired liaoz...

congrats to me!

well...i've realised that its fortunate to be marrying the person u love...
and who truly loves you...

and it's actually a breeze...
letting the person who does not loves you go...
which is also the person whom you do not love as much...
at the same time...if this person has brought you only hurt...
and memories of him are all sadness...
then there's no point in remembering him right?! haha!

i simply cant tolerate men who badmouths and bitches about you...
behind you...
after being together...
isn't whatever happened...between the two of them only?
this kinda men isn't destined to have gd relationships or gd women to them...

let's wait and see who will have the last laugh!

people who are waiting to see my marriage fail, you will NOT get your wish!
i think there's only this one person who cant wait to see my marriage fail ba...anyway...
i will be blissfully married...and my marriage will last a lifelong...
your wish will NOT come true!

already decided...the wedding will be held in early lunar 8th month...
so people who are being invited...you will get your invitations soon...
but people living in areas like punggol...sengkang...chances are i dun wan to trouble you...
hahaha!

anyway...darling's bringing me for photo shoot think somewhere later this mth...
cos he say he wants to celebrate my birthday for me...
in a romantic way...haha...
so...i'm not celebrating my birthday...
haha...not sad also...
cos...i'm juz in this blissful mood already!

excited!

hi all! i'm getting married...soon...but dunno when...
haha...
surprised right...
but well....its natural...haha....
afterall, me n my bf have been together for so long already rite...

our parents are meeting for dinner tonight to discuss about details...
and darling is not here with us...
cos he's gotta be in camp...booking out only tomorrow...

talking about darling...he's getting his sword today!!
haha...and next sat is his commissioning parade...happy
*darling...u've finally made it...after 9 long months...*

so friends...close friends will start receiving invitations soon enough...
for those who do not receive...u're just not invited...
haha...dun blame me...
its juz bcos we do not wanna make it too big a thing...

seems like its been some time since i last blogged...
quite a lot of things happened...
and quite major events as well...
could have well changed my life...
anyway...it did not happen as i would liked it to...
haiz~
did a decision...
which i may regret for life...
but well...wat other choices do i have??
i still have to think rationally rite??

do i still have the choice to play by my emotions?
can i still do as i like??
can i let go of all consequences??

NO...i cannot!!

haiz~ how i wish i can juz let loose of everything and juz do wat i wan...

i'm back!!

this is juz a short post...that i'm back!!!
haha...
this had been a fascinating trip...
the people had been great...
had great fun with all my newly made friends!
shall upload more pics when i have time...haha...

all ready to go!

finally...i'm all packed and done!
but omg...my luggage weighs 16kg...
die liaoz
come back sure overweight
hahaha

haiz~ dearz managed to call back juz now
but the reception was super bad...
*sadz*
didnt manage to talk much also
haiz~
then he gotta fall in le...

but he was so sweet to drop me a msg first also...
hahaha!
*happy...*

anyway...hopefully he can call me before i depart ba...
a msg would be gd too...haiz~

then this time...guess i'll still be going airport alone ba...
daddy gotta work...
my bro went out already...
mama is still in malaysia...
think she cant rush back to send me to airport also ba

hopefully someone will come pick me from airport when i come back ba...

travel?

its barely 4hrs before i have to depart for airport...
i'm still at home...blogging...
my luggage unpacked...
omg..
wat am i thinking about???
haiz
sure forget to bring things de
lucky i last nite packed my namecards and passport liaoz
so the rest...nvm la
hahahaha

happy birthday

there's 2 friends celebrating 21st b-day tml...
but sadly to say...
both i cant attend...
*SUPER SADZ*
even more sad that
i'm missing lingzi's bash as well...

well well...lucky she understands
that i have my work obligations...
doesnt mean it also de...

well....
still doesnt feel gd...

anyway...
lingzi...! happy birthday...
stay pretty ok! and funky too...
dun forget to work hard for ur 2nd upper honours too!

xiaowei...happy birthday to you too!!
take carez!
and stay "starry" and glam!

haha....

darling

finally...darling called...
so happy!
dar...i miss you...
hope u'll be able to call me tml
before i leave ok...
otherwise...next week after i come back...
muz call me wor!

darling...i love you!

photos

finally had time to upload
the pictures that i took on the new camera!
haha
needless to say...i went on a crazy photo spree!!

this is taken at the "class gathering"
but it was a failure...
so little people turned up...haiz~


this is me n my bro at home...


these are my colleagues!!


this is henry and his funny pictures


me, darling and henry...


the main characters of the night...haha


last but not least...
me and my darling...
having fun with the camera
on the first day of purchase!!


ok folks...that's all for today
think the next round of photo posting...
will be after i come back from new zealand ba
shld have lotsa photos!!
till then...all my friends...take carez!

darling...i miss u!

juz sent kelvin off to airport last night...
at midnight...
so sad...he's gone for 2 weeks...
2 long weeks...
*sadz*
someone...pls...ask me out...
keep me accompanied ok??

then tml...i also going airport...
evening flight...back on friday...
come back sure tons of photos to upload de!
haha...
but well...not the least excited about it lehz...
somehow...its for work...
so...still not getting too excited about it...

lucky come back on friday evening...
then got the weekends to rest before resuming work...

darling...i juz miss you so much...
nvm...2 weeks only...
will pass very soon de...

stop deceiving yourself...!
2 weeks is not that short...

argh!!! kill me...
go home tonite still gotta pack my luggage
people who knw me...
will knw that i super scared of cold de...
haha...
how lehz...
dunno also...
see how it goes ba!

super hectic day!

argh...omg...
ytd...devlin AND patrick were on MC...
so that leaves only me and jolyn
at the counter...
we nearly died of exhaustion...
the rings were ringing non-stop for the entire day!!
and 80% of the calls were for devlin...
didnt know wat to do with them also...
super tiring!

dying liaoz...
till now then got time to rant about it...

after work...met regina to go pasir malam
the one at khatib..
that has been there for ages...
nth much there...
but the "Super" nasi lemak...
the queue wor...really SUPER long ar!
then there's the RAMLY burger also...
had a lot of "pasir malam" food...
the regulars like sausages...drumsticks...etc

sneaked out of the house...
like i always do every friday...
to go pick darling up...
then to his house...
hahaha

he cooked me supper too!
haha...instant noodles la...
but still very nice...
*happy*

perfectionist...me...?

am i a perfectionist??
i dun think so...
but for some things...
especially those that i place a special emphasis on
i make sure that they are perfect
these can be my work...my family...my love...
i just want everything to be perfect...
to go smoothly...
is it so difficult...
once the perfection is broken...
it does not seem enticing anymore...

pictures

haha...
finally have time to upload the clubbing photos...

haha
see...that's regina..
btw, she sort of did my make-up that nite too!!

for the past weekend...
had such wonderful time with dar...

we went bought a digicam...
haha...
which he said i can bring for my new zealand trip
then bought extra battery for it too!

then we spent time alone...
had much fun at home...
trying to make him study for his tests...

also went for liqing's b-dae bash...
was pretty fun
caught up with lotsa sec friends...
then realised...
i've known dar...and dusk & gang...
for 9 yrs already...
since sec 1....
omg..
that's a super super long time la...

that also means...
its been 8 long yrs...
since i first started out with dar...
omg...
can u imagine that???
of cos...there were a few breakups in between...
quarrels are inevitable...
but well...we're still together...
and going strong...
hahaha...

kk...shall end off here...
wanna go watch that funny charity show already...

good friday

well...went dbl o on thur...
good friday eve...
omg...super hell lot of people...
anyway..we were there
to celebrate brenda's b-dae!!
haha...happy birthday gal...

the place was so super duper packed!!
when i entered at ard 10pm...
it was already filled with people...
when i tried to re-enter at ard 11pm...
we had to queue for almost an hr...
not to forget, it was also manifested with malays

haiz~

trouble is brewing...

anyway...really got it
police raid...at ard 2am...
haiz~ waste time...
after the raid...
brenda and all my friends all left le...

and did i mention...
dar and his camp mates were there too...
so after my friends left...
i joined him and his friends...
they were quite fun people too!

shall post some pictures
when i have time to upload...
hahaha

thanx to all the messages and calls i received
after my previous posts..
dun worry..we're doing fine..
i was juz getting a bit upset..
cos of some issues about trust...

well..its been a crazy week at work...
suddenly it seems so busy everyday...
cant finish my work...
leaving office with half finished work only...

finally had the time n chance
to meet up with jolene and liqing...
went to hark cafe for a drink...
and some entertainment...hahaha...



there's also a video clip that we took
but wun post it here
haha..
cos so sia suay!!

then i juz received confirmation..
of yet another travel...
haha
so happy and excited...
will be traveling to new zealand
end of this month...
but this time its not a tour leading assignment
its for familarisation...
so its much more responsibility

but lucky for me this time..
i'll be traveling when dar is in thailand
so when he comes back...
we dun miss another weekend..
hahahaha!!!!
happy...

think...good days are coming soon...

woohoo...

love...trust???

wat's love??
isn't trust also included in love???
well...i dunno about this anymore...
i thot i knew him...
turns out that i dunno much bout him anymore...
there's no trust in this relationship...
so is there still love??
i cant say that for sure anymore...
why is he always keeping things from me??
why is it that when i ask...he nvr tells...
am i one that cant keep secrets??
or is it just that i'm not the one he can trustS?
or plainly...he juz doesnt want to tell me things...
does he still love me??
or am i juz hanging onto him?
why is that i can sense all these differences from the past...
but he still says that there is nothing wrong?
is it juz me...or this relationship has already gone sour....

someone...pls tell me wat to do...

dwt

wow...how fast does time flies...
its been officially one year
since i joined dwt full time...
haha...
sweet...bitter...sour...spicy...
whatever...u name it...
i've tasted it here...
i'm also starting to take chilli here!!
haha...soon i'll learn to take hot stuffs...

had been complained...
had been complimented...

had made mistakes and made to pay...
had passengers buying me chocos

well...its been quite an experience working here...
and hopefully...
i'll continue to enjoy my time here...

argh!!!

haiz~ stupid me...

didnt spend the last weekend well...
cos was worried about the J***'s booking...
short-charged of $588...
nearly had a heart attack when Kim called to tell me...
i was on my way to the salon to dye my hair ok...

then finally...ytd...called
omg...really cant collect the amount...
but lucky...its ok...
cos...they didnt manage to use the train ticket at all...
they had to buy a new set of ticket...
so kim spoke to them...
and agreed to refund that set of ticket...
so they dun have to pay...

haiz~ spent the weekend on a shopping spree..
to ease myself of the stress from work...
then...haiz~
now super + super broke...
haha....

at the same time...
Mrs E**'s trip to SilkRoad...
was also full of problems...
ytd..the operator sent an email over to say that
they had a problem with their Kazakhstan visa...
omg...nearly want to die
at the same time...i cant check anything as well...
cos the embassy doesnt answer the phones!!!!

lucky its all solved already...

wat a way to start off this week!

dar...i love u!

dar...i love you...

and i simply love spending time with u...
hahaha
like to see u out from camp...
love to see u at my office
picking me up frm work...

but i hate it when u gotta go back...
when we're at airport cos i gotta go work...

anyway...tks dar for the wonderful weekend...
althought the movie was n0t my cup of tea...
but i chose and insisted on it...
hahaha...
nvm...
still enjoyed your company...!

miss u....

working saturdays...

haiz~ i'm working again...
its been more than a month
since i last had a saturday off...
its really tiring...
having to work thru 6 days a week...
luckily...today...i can knock off promptly at 1pm!!!
yeah!!!

well...
i went for a hairdye last nite!!
so happy...
haha...not a loud hair color tho'...
but i simply love this hair color...

i dyed my hair black...
and it made my hair look healthier...
then i had red highlights...
and my hair "glows"...in devlin's words...
hahaha...

the guy who did my hair...Jaren...
was also very patient...
didnt rush thru the job...
although he wasnt feeling well...
and was way after his knock off time...
i felt apologetic about having to make him stay man....

forgot to mention...
i did my new hair color at Heatwave...
and i simply love this place...
i think i want to go back...
next month...
to do my rebonding...
hahahaha.....

Post Natas fair

haha...its been a week since i last blogged...
its been a super tiring week...
last week...on the average...
i had about...3hrs of slp each day??
haha...really...
the worse was on wed...
when i left office at about 3am...
then left home for work again at about 8am...
was home for...4 hours...
haha
powerful sia...

erm...this yr natas fair...
not a lot of genuine buyers wor...
a lot of people enquiring...
even those who bought...
only buy air-tickets
haiz~ so much work...
so little business
*sadz*

well...the fair was quite fun...
except for the part about lack of slp...
i even managed to "make" jolyn and regina
pose for some photos...




haha...and i was clever enough
not to let them take my pictures in return...
hahaha

after the fair...
come back to office...
still very busy...
finally the calls start to come in
but still...not many bookings lehz...

somemore...suddenly all the Citibankers all come
suddenly everyone's going for personal trips...
omg...i nearly died
everyday black face in office
gina was so angry with me ytd...
she refused to talk to me!
i was so sad...
*sadz*

well...now that everything's on the tracks already...
we're less busy...
hopefully...more sales...
more sales
more sales more sales
more sales more sales more sales....!

late nights...for natas fair

haiz~ yes...i'm still awake...
in the middle of the night...
its 2 22am right now...
and i'm still in the office...
super pathetic...

its been like this for the past 2 nights...
we all stay till the wee hours...
to photocopy brochures...etc...etc...
then go home...rest for like 1-2hrs...
then come back and continue working...

i really dunno how long more can i go on like this...
i'm not a robot...
even if i am one...
i would have needed a rest...
and some proper sleep time...

natas travel fair

the natas travel fair is on again...
this coming fri-sun...
however..i'm predicting it to be slow this yr...
its already tue today...
and the calls are not coming in...
i still have time now to blog...
omg...slowest so far i've been here...

dear...i miss u...
miss u
miss u miss u
miss u miss u miss u
miss u miss u miss u miss u
we'll meet real soon rite...?

dinner...with a childhood friend...

haha...didnt mention i had dinner with ka meng...
on friday...after work...
its been so long since i met up with him...
haha

he's like a bro to me...
well...i've known him for 15 yrs...
15 yrs ok...haha
he's seen some of my worse times...
been thru thick and thin together...
haha...
saw me in my thick spectacles...
and saw how much i've changed in these few years...

here's some pictures we took that nite...

did i mention some friends said he looks like my brother??
heez...

well...one thing like me...
this guy's a photo freak too!!
see how many photos we took together!!!

anyway...we managed to catch up a bit about childhood...
and our present lives...
he's still studying in tp...
i'm working...
he's attached...and so am i...
haha...
worked around awhile...
then went home...
nice evening out...

weekend before natas

i'm sure some of u out there knows...
that natas travel fair is on this weekend...
as with the past few fairs...
we'll all have to slog it out this week...

well...last sat...
after work finished (supposedly at 1pm)...
we had to stay back to start with all the photocopying...

why did i say supposedly at 1pm??
cos...there was this couple...
that came to buy the eurail pass...
and stayed on till 2pm...
before they decided its time to leave...
omg!! buay zi dong...

then i stayed in office till about 5 30pm...
before leaving with darling...
we went to suntec...
had dinner at "surf 'n' turf"...
then went for movies...
before meeting with zhiwei and gang...
supposed to go liquidroom...
but queue was too long...
so ended at k-box selegie...paradiz centre that one...

saw that legendary "k1" room...
was really quite big ar...haha
with private bar and pool table in the room too!
can consider shrinking my guest list...
and hold my 21st b-dae bash there...
hahahaha...

about the movie...
we watched "yours, mine and ours"...
haha...
a nicey family show...

with 10 from one side...
and 8 from the other...
when the 2 adults got married...
the kids have 17 siblings each in total!!
omg...wat a big family...
certain parts of the show was quite touching too...

haha...it wasn't planned...
cos we didn't plan to catch a movie...
so didnt read up on any reviews...
or anything lidat before choosing this movie...

was supposed to have gone over to huiliang's place...
but dar felt uncomforatble...
and he wanted to meet up with zhiwei and gang...
so had a bit of time in between...

well...its monday today...
and i'm on mc at home now...
nope...i'm not starting another string of mcs...
its juz that i'm really ill again...
terrible feeling...

juz seen the doc...
he said i have a lil' fever...and fatigue...
so shld stay home and rest for the day...
great idea rite...
re-charge myself...
and go back to that "battlefield" tml...

well...stayed over at kelvin's place last nite too...
thot he had gone back to camp already...
overheard his mom scolding his bro...
apparently...he did very badly for some of his subjects...
haiz~ poor boy...
wished there was something i could do...
to help him out of this...

darling...sorry i was being wilful again last nite...
i promise...i'll not do this again ok...heez...
miss u lotz...

finally..back in singapore...

after being away for 5 days..
i'm finally home...

i miss home...
i miss s'pore food...
i miss my family...
i miss my dar dar...
i miss my computer...
and i even miss work...

haha....i guess...
i'm juz getting home sick...

kk...talk less...anyway...i'm tired...
after the flight...
totally shagged...
so some pictures here ok...
heez

heres me and my colleagues...
in the office 1 day before my departure...



see me and patrick and jolyn mei mei...
haha...
really having fun with all those funny faces...
then there's this new face...
yes...she's our new colleague...

then this is me and my dar dar...
he was so sweet...
sent me to airport...
before rushing back to camp...
helped me with my luggages...

see those bags...
yes...they are all mine...
and on top of those...
he still has his big big bag to carry back to camp...
haha...dar...i love u...
heez...

then below is a collage of the photos taken at perth...
with the school...
if u all realise...
90% of the photo...
doesnt have me in them...
i didnt go photo-crazy this time ok!
i took most of the pictures for them...
only minority was for myself...
juz so that i have sth to remember this trip by...

traveling far too frequently lately

well..i used to love traveling..
but now..esp this mth..
i feel that i've been traveling too much..
so much that i've lost so many precious weekends..
time with my loved one and family..
and rest times..

used to love the airport..
to see the planes..
to see friends and relatives at the arrival hall..

but now..seems like everytime i travel..
i depart from the airport alone..
nobody sends me to the airport..
i arrive at the airport alone..
nobody picks me home..
kinda sad and pathetic rite..

well..think its time i learnt independence
and stop relying on people..
learn to sleep alone in a foreign land..
and to be dependable for my clients..

i'm flying to perth again tml..
yes..on work..
tour leading a pri sch grp..
traveling with 43 students..
3 teachers..
and a vice-principal..
wish me luck ok..