time for a breather...

wow...finally after wat seems like forever...
i'm getting a rest...things in office have finally slowed down in pace...
i finally can go home early after work to rest...slp...and to settle my own stuffs...

the wedding had been great...! below are some of the photos taken that nite...







Special thanks to all who took time off to attend our wedding dinner...
it was a wonderful and special nite for both me and kelvin...
there were a few times i nearly wanted to cry...

although the whole wedding preparations were tiring...and tedious...
i guess...looking at the dinner turning out well...
when all your guests enjoyed themselves...
it makes all worthwhile...

a lot of friends told me that the dinner was grand...
my only pity was that i didnt have time to take pictures with every table...
there were 65 tables in total ok!!!
considering some table had more than 10...
we had more than 650 guests...!

sorry to my friends who had to sit in that room too...
i really am sorry...i didnt knw it wasnt part of the main hall...
we thot that it was the passageway separating...i'm really sorry...
i hope you guys had enjoyed the dinner and the food nonetheless!!!

also muz thank kelvin's army friends...
who specially took time off to come over to attend the wedding dinner...

well...and i guess some of you muz have known...
kelvin was dead drunk that nitez...omg...
before we left the restaurant...he was puking...
when we were on the car not even out of the carpark...he was puking...
when we reach home...he was still outside the house puking...!
omg...i guess all he could remember of the nite muz be his vomits!!!
hahaha...stupid me...forgot to take a photo of him in his ugliest..
sure can extort a great deal of things from him one!!!

then after the wedding...havent even got time to settle in marriage life...
gotta come back to office and prepare for natas fair...
omg...things were still as unprepared and unready as the previous fair...
we had to work thru the nights...going home in the wee hours...

not to mention also...we were severely lacking of staffs...
apparently...the SP interns this yr...cannot take all these late nitez...
complaint to the lecturers that we're abusing them...
and are now taken out of the company...
so...we're down by 2...

then...the new China lady...also not used to it...(my colleagues told me one...)
and starting to act weirdly in the middle of the nights...
so she always leave early also...

that leaves the preparations to only the 4 in counter...
and the rest of us at the back...

the Natas fair is held at Expo this yr...
it took me 1.5 hrs to travel on train to the fair site...
so...for the 3 whole days...i met Kim at Khatib and we took cabs...
both ways...to and fro...
hahaha...
cannot tahan ar...already not enough slp...still muz take train so long...
will die one u know!!!

finally...we came back...dun think we hit the target...
but still...it was a better fair than the previous...
and after these 2 long weeks...
things are finally going at normal pace...

now...i'm only busy with my Perth grp...departing on the 19 Oct...
i'd wanted to lead the group myself...
but then...cannot fly anymore...so...let Kim lead for me...
the pre-tour briefing is on tue evening...
i've already got the booklet and powerpoint ready...
so juz gotta print the booklets out on mon...and staple them...
and muz remember to bring my Diners bags...
and the booklets...
and the freebies from WA...
and a few travel adaptors for them...
that shld be all ba...

pls pray for me ok...my first pre-tour briefing...for my first group...

wedding gowns...

whoa...finally managed to settle my gowns...
was so worried when last week...
the people from the shop called me to tell me that all my gowns...
I CANT WEAR THEM!!!
omg...i nearly asthma attack + heart attack + eveything attack together ar...

haha...but anyway...luckily...i managed to get them settled
hahaha
mama went to the shop with me today...
and we re-chose the gowns...
though the bridal gown is not as nice as the original one....
but its really sweet...
haha...but i shall not post the photo here yet...
next week ba...next week after the dinner...then post here...haha!!!

the evening gown is more elaborate though...
its not a common color...and definitely not a color that i normally wear...
its GREEN!! but its cute...really really cute...haha...

now the gowns are hanging in my room....
nicely waiting for me to wear them on saturday...
haha...

the banquet..

for the first time in the past many many months...
i finally had time to catch a movie with kelvin...on my insistence...
hahahahaa....i wanted to watch The Banquet...
really really want to watch it...
i guess it muz have been due to the controversials it has caused...
well...this is one of the many posters for this show...
i feel that this is one of the nicer ones...

well...this show has brought a lot of thoughts to me...
was the emperor a good one or an evil one...?
did he usurp the throne for love??

was empress wan evil??
did she do everything out of love for Prince Wu Luan as well????

what about the most innocent (i felt) gal - Qing Nuu???
she was soooo in love with Prince Wu Luan...
but did he ever love her back???

a lot of questions...many more...
but then...i dont have time to think about other people's love story...
haha...i'll have to concentrate on building the perfect love story for myself...

counting down...6 days

wow...this countdown is getting nearer...
omg...cant believe it...in less than a week...
i'm getting really excited and nervous...
at the same time...there seems to be soooo much more things left undone...unfinished...
well...but i dont care...haha...
i'm sure we'll get everything sorted out by sat...

haha...one weird thingy...
i brought my wedding photos album to office on friday...
all of them likes this picture soooo much...
dunno why...they say we're both very cute on this picture...
let's see it...

isnt this cute...haha...i like this as well...

haha...okok...that's all for now...upload somemore another day ba...
i wanna go watch my tv serial already!

wedding photos!!

haha...we got back our wedding photos already...
omg!! i love all of them soooo much...
but since i have a super long day ahead tomorrow...
i think i'd better go to bed now...
haha...
so here is juz a collage of some of the photos...
next time got time then slowly upload these photos.!!

nitez nitez...

nervous...

...~~woo~~...
9 more days to go...
today onwards...i'm spending less and less time in office...
today and tomorrow half day afternoon off...
then next wed onwards...i'll be off for one week for my wedding...

haha...today will be a long long day for me...
after work...gotta go taka get some shirts for kelvin..
not to forget...i'm meeting lingzi at taka too...can do some catching up...
and then perhaps some shopping as well..
heez...looking forward sia~
then gotta bring lingzi to my new place...
to get the wedding invitations for her...and lynn...and stella...
then probably can show her my new room...haha...
so nice!!!
then gotta go back to my place...burn the cd...
for testing at the restaurant tomorrow...
then tonite go collect my wedding photos!!
hahahaa...sooooo exciting...(oops...excited i mean...hahahaha)

wish me luck in my coordination in my time ok...haha
that's quite a lot of things to be done in one day ok!~!!

well...finally the weekend's over...haha
it has been a really tiring week...
and more tiring weeks to come...
i juz realised that my nights are all packed...
i dun even have time to rest and sleep properly...omg...

went out on sat evening with winnie, HL and yaoguang...
were at bishan crystal jade for dinner...

then we saw siang siong at mrt station after dinner...
haha...
actually...qingbin was celebrating his birthday that nite!
haiz~ i also wanna go...but then hoh...
go also dunno for wat...
cannot drink...cannot stay too late...
somemore can predict the amount of smoke i will inhale into...
so hoh...better dun go la...
then for once...i was a good gal and skipped pubbing...
went home early to pack my room...
hahaha...

then ytd...stupid kelvin...hmmmm!
he couldnt wake up...
and came late...so i was waiting and waiting and waiting...
nvr eat breakfast...
hmmm....angry!
actually not very angry also la...more hungry ba...haha...

then soooo tired ytd...
got the buffet thingy...
lucky until 8+ only...
by 9pm...almost everybody left liaoz...
then we started packing lo...
haha...
went to bed 11+...

cant wake up for work ar!!! then my father-in-law thot i dun need to work today...
haha...funny hoh...
today darling cannot come home tonite...
so i going to "hui niang jia" lo...
haha...threatened kelvin...
say i wan to go home cry...so he no good to me...haha...
he NOT scared lehz...omg...
think i dun dare rite...haha...
wait i go home cry to my mom...let u get scolded...hahahhaa!!

counting down...14days

woohoo...its been such a long time since i last blogged...
getting more and more excited...
my wedding's in about 2 weeks...
tomorrow got the "guo da li" thingy...
omg...so busy...
all my things haven buy finish...
later after work still gotta go finish up on my shopping...
muz go buy things like bedsheet...quilt covers...etc itsy bitsy things...

and i think i forgot to mention that i was in bali about 2 weeks ago?? end august...
it was pretty fun...
had fun dressing up as indians...
hahaha...

then the wedding dinner will be on the 23 sept...
counting down 14 days (2 weeks) exactly from today...haha...

wedding!!!

haha...so happy and sad at the same time...
but i guess the happiness will sink in deeper than my sadness

y saD??
cos i've been feeling so terrible for the past week...
before i went to bali already had stomach upset...
then today...WORSE of all!!!
omg...juz this morning in about 2 hrs already go toilet 5 times...
i thot i will juz move my desk to the toilet...hahaha

but anyway...
i took mc and resting at home now...
so super xinku
tml dunno can recover anot...

haha...but one good good piece of news...
my wedding invitations are ready!!!
i juz have to write in all the names...
then i can start distributing!! haha...
hooray!!!
so friends who are invited...
u should be receiving my calls pretty soon...

tour leading assignment

well...in office now...finishing up on the last minute stuffs...
flying off to Bali later today...
i guess...this will be my last tour leading assignment in the next yr...?

anyway...wish me luck...
and enjoy my trip!

bad bad experience at MAX BRENNER

well...its National Day round the corner again...
as usual...the Singapore Fireworks Festival is here too!
was looking forward to the first display last saturday on the 05th aug...

went to work as usual...
the day had been same...
nothing much special...
was bored...kelvin gotta stay home for the day...
so asked wing go orchard for some shopping time...
bought my moisturisers for both day and night
cos Metro was having storewide 20% sale...hahaha...
but she bought even more!!!
omg...juz look at the bags of things that she bought...

met kelvin at scotts for dinner...then marvin came over to join us...
after dinner...we took a cab and went over to esplanade to see the fireworks display...
we got a pretty good view...cos we were on the esplanade bridge...haha...
but then...very very squeezy...
the wind was a good thing...cos it made the situation less stuffy...

guess i was too excited over the fireworks...
i was literally jumping non-stop...and screaming "wah...wah...WAH..."
hahha...kelvin muz have been soooo embarassed...
i guess so...and baby didnt like it too...haha
cos after fireworks i had this super actue pain in my stomach...
u shld have seen the worried look on kelvin's face...

anyway...all 4 of us went to esplanade after that...
cos i wanted chocolate fondue...
and the nearest place i remembered that served that was Max Brenner...

omg...wat a bad decision that muz have been...
the ridiculous queue not to mention...
and the rude service that i seriously dun think we deserved!
the service staffs were crowded together chit-chatting...
(or at least they look so even if they werent...)
when people were impatiently queueing outside...
the food was not served diligently...
guests are kept waiting outside AND inside the restaurant...

worse was...darling was ordering from the menu...
nowhere in the menu, restaurant or anywhere else was anything stating that certain foods are seasonal and/or subjected to availability!!
after me n wing ordered our fondue...darling ordered his food...
3 times, 3 different items he ordered...he had a rude "no more" answer...
WTF!!! i was like...what kinda restaurant or even a cafe is this?!
they're not exactly cheap...and obviously people expect SERVICE for the price they charge...
they're located in an arts centre...and u shld keep up to your name!!!

food was served ridiculously slow...
and i was like rattling on and on and on to darling and my friends...
CAN WE JUST LEAVE THIS PLACE!!!
i'd rather go somewhere else for ice-cream...

even when we called for the bill...it took ages to come!!
SHIT them lo...got time to chit-chat...no time to bring bill over...
nvm...then i gave $50 note for $30+ bill...not very exaggerating rite...
not like i gave them a $1000 bill or something...
wah...they tell me they no change lehz...
i nearly wanted to strangle them...
then best lo...give me i think $6+ $7 worth of coins lehz...
can u imagine...it wasnt even like near closing time ok...
how can they run out of change...
if that's an excuse...that's a ROTTEN one...

i seriously think people out there...shld think twice before going there again...
unless their service standards improve...
i think its doom time for them...

anyway...stupid me forgot to take the receipt when i left the place...
if not...i sure go CASE complain about their service de...

lucky for the restaurant...they dun have a webby or a contact email add...
if not...this entry will be posted there instead!!!

jolene's 21st birthday bash

well...a couple of weeks ago...
went for jolene's 21st birthday bash...
it was held @ pasir ris downtown east...
below are some photos i managed to "steal" from friends...


after the birthday bash...
we were supposed to go Boat Quay for World Cup match de...
but then hoh...think we were too late that night...
all the pubs with tv were already full house...
so we went to WOW club...
sit..drink..chit-chat...
but i was getting very very bored...
cos no alcohol for me...that also meant no games for me...
then we left early...
in fact very early...
even before dusk n kin came over we left le...hahaha...

happy married life...

haha...darling is jealous le...
i'm pretty...
but i nvr mention about my handsome hubby...hahaha...
sorry ma...darling...dun angry ok...haha..
anyway... i knw u're not angry with me le la...
that was juz a joke rite...hahaha...

if i'm pretty princess then u muz be the handsome prince ma...
that's understood de...dun need me to say one...hahaha...!

erm...still havent taken our outdoor photos yet...
cos the photographer sprained her leg...
so its been rescheduled to this sat...! which means...2 days from now...
hahaha...more photos for me n darling...

well..one of the most frequently asked questions muz be
"so how's married life like"
hahaha...i muz say...its fulfilling...and happy...
now i've got more "brothers" cos kelvin has 2 brothers...
and i've got much much more relatives than i can ever imagine...

i'm still learning to adapt...
living with in-laws is something i muz really get used to...
and i also need time to realise that i've got much much more relatives and cousins now...

but well...the good side is...
i've also got many many more people doting on me now!!

and darling has been sweet and doting...
he always picks me up from work whenever he can...
coax me to slp first...
give me a good morning kiss before he leaves for work...
and also not to forget the talks to "baby" every night...

but well...i've been sick this week...
everyday also dun feel well...
everyday also dun wanna go work...
finally today mc liaoz lo...
hahaha...
*sadz* *pout*
tonite darling cant book out...
so nvm la...i came back to my home...haha
packed my room...and updated friendster...
did some stuffs...and slacked the whole day!!

wedding photo (1) - indoor shoot

haha...i went for our wedding photo shoot today...
although weather wasn't good today...
it didnt spoil my mood at all!! haha
was still very very excited about the shoot..
and the whole thing...haha

here are some pretty photos of mine..!

me in my evening gown...


me and darling in my evening gown look...

hahaha...sooo happy today...
the make-up artist and the photographer both say i look pretty
hahaha...they say my features very sharp...
and i'm very photogenic....
hahaha...
then they dolled me up very prettily wor ...


my traditional costume lo...
i feel i look quite special la...
but then hoh...henry say i look like vampire...
shant post anymore of this design then...haha....

next one is....

my super cute jap style!!!
haha...the way they styled my hair...
wah...i super like it sia!!
really lehz...haha...
so cute...
see my personal shot!

kawaii desu??


that's me in my bridal gown...
pretty ba??
haha...cannot imagine me looking so pretty rite??
haha...i knw i'm being a bit bhb here...
but who cares....
i'm a bride only once in a lifetime...
i guess i have all the reason to be pretty??
anyone disagrees??

did anyone notice this photo is especially big???
hahaha...
cos this is my favourite shot!
i look so pretty rite??
and my hubby so super smart...haha
we're the best-matched couple...
at least for the day...
haha...

and why do i say so??
cos the other couple who was also taking photos...
the bride hoh...looks unfriendly de...
she's so fierce-looking and so stern
and i think she's quite fierce to her husband too...
she controls what he wears...
*eeks* so scary....
i guess...its muz be pretty tough on her hubby...
anyway...i wanted to take a photos of her one...
but i scared she angry
so i dropped the idea...
hahahaha

anyway...back to me!!!

see...that's my "elegant" look with the head veil...

okok...that's all folks...
we didnt manage to take outdoor shoot for today...
cos...BAD WEATHER!!!
argh...nvm...next week it shall be...
haha

now its time for some candid shoots!!!

that's me...trying to take a full length photo of us...by ourselves!!


SIA air-stewardess -- in-the-making...


aiyo...SIA stewardess...becomes a puffer fish!! hahahahaa


ok...that's my hubby's younger bro...alvin...for those of you who didnt knw...
haha
after so many attempts then we managed to take one pretty shot ok...


ok folks...this is not the fierce bride...
this is my MOTHER-IN-LAW...
hahaha...
they say we look like sisters...
really ar????
is that a complimentary or...???? hahahaa

legally married

haha...i'm legally married!! haha...
the solemnization was easy...
it was juz a simple process of signing the cert..

to listen to the long story...blah blah blah...


the oath...the famous "i do"...


exchanging rings...
can see the xinfu look on my face...
or rather...our faces?? hahaha

then comes the photo-taking session...

darling, and his parents...


me n darling...and papa mama and didi...

then comes photos of me and my darling!!!




hahaha.....great fun...
my bro was having fun too!

the best moment...was when the solemnizer announced us man and wife...
and presented...mr and mrs lim junhong kelvin...
omg...u cant imagine that excitement and happiness...

i hope i will never forget this moment...

and we will always remember this happiness we are having now...

now time for some naughty photos...

hahahaha

bullying mommy...haha...

boxing didi...haha....

i won...i won...

aiya...haha...think i'm juz like wat jolyn says...
i cant be angry for too long de...haha
not with kelvin anyway...
(not at my colleagues too of cos...hahaha)

juz like wat she told me to do...
i didnt sms...didnt call kelvin

then when i went for checkup...
he finally called and apologise le
hahaha...

i won...i knew i would...haha...cos its not my fault ma!!!

he gave me false hopes that he would go with me...
then tell me cant go...
and expect me to juz let it down??
sorry...i cannot...haha....
i juz have to make some trouble for you...
to show my existence...!

hahahahahahahhahahah

why dun i understand you anymore...

why dun i understand you anymore...
have i changed so much?? that you become unrecognisable...
or is it the other way round??

i dun seem to know you anymore...
sometimes you seem so distant...
i dunno what are you thinking...
i dunno what are you doing...
i dun even know why is it that everything seems so unimportant to you...
have i juz become so unimportant to you?
or it has all the while been lidat??
juz that i nvr noticed??

can someone pls tell me???

why is it that he seems like the perfect guy ard...
but turn him ard...and he'll juz scold me off...

or perhaps its true that i'm juz too pampered...

u're under stress...yes...i understand
i nvr doubted that fault...
but am i not?!
am i undergoing anything less??
i dun think so right...
at least u can seek refuge at your camp
stay away from everything else...
stay in camp
juz dun book out

but wat can i do??
where can i go??

i used to have sorrows and hid in your house...
now...that seems not possible anymore either...

help me...

someone pls help me...

save me from these...

if getting married and everything else is going to be lidat...
i dun wanna get married anymore...
i dun wanna get married and regret my choice...
are we really too young?!

where have all the initial happiness gone to??!??!?!?

angry...super angry!!!

can someone pls go scold the shit out of my hubby?!
i'm juz super + super angry right now la...
so angry i can juz break out into tears right now...
even though i'm in office...sitting in front of my computer...

he knew it ok...he knew weeks ago that i'm going for the checkup today!
he knew i was going alone...
he said he dun wan me to go alone...
he said he will do sth about it...!

but wat happened...
he juz sat on my words...
and let time run...
till ytd, his officer tell him there's duty to be done today...
then he tell me i juz gotta go alone...
super disappointed and angry ok..!

if he had meant to go with me at all...
even the slightest bit, he would have done something...
he could have taken leave or applied for time off or sth well in advance right?!

well...perhaps gals can nvr understand army...
he said i was unreasonable...and that i dun understand him...

yah...perhaps i really dun understand him that slightest bit...
cos i dunno what's impt to him and wat's not...

he didnt even take leave for the solemnization...
or rather, he's not planning...not even the afternoon leave...
he's juz trying his luck with timeoff...
fine then...if he's doing things this way...
why then, am i getting so worked up?!
i also take time off lo...
why shld i waste my leave lidat...
if timeoff not approved then lagi better...
dun need to get married!!!

gown fitting...

haha...so happy...slept for over 15 hours on sat...
hahaha....nvr slept for so long before...
really nice shiok slp sia!
but too bad for dar dar...
he had to miss the soccer game at boat quay with wei and gang...
cos i was having nightmare...
and he juz couldnt leave me at home...

then hoh...sunday go play mahjong...still the same la...
lost...but ok la...not lose alot...so nvm...haha...
then come home...slp again...

so whole of this weekend...all i can remember is slp slp and more slp...hahaha...

then today after work...met wing and went for my gown fitting...haha...
some pictures of 3 of my gowns...
the bridal...the evening...and the bridal gown for outdoor shoot...hahaha...
try guessing which is which...!
and try guessing my favourite...

a fairytale come true

the past weekend had been great!

it was like a fairytale come true...
the whole weekend had been so wonderful!
especially on friday...

finally...he proposed decently...hahaha...
why do i say decently?
cos we've been arranging for our wedding already ma...
so no doubt i'm definitely gonna marry him...
but he hasn't proposed before!!!

no way am i letting him away with this...

so...finally he proposed...in his comm ball...
really...in the middle of his comm ball...
it was pre-arranged one!!!
and he kept me in the dark all the while...
it was a super pleasant surprise though...
and super romantic...

hahahaa...
juz couldnt stop laughing and smiling for the rest of the weekend...

then sat i couldnt wake up for work at all...so...
took mc and slept for the morning...
went for sushi buffet and then harbourfront...

then sunday...another slacky day...
stay home...slp...watch tv...go ah ma hse for dinner...
that's all!
hahaha...

but end of the day...still so super tired...

even now...also super tired...
and super uncomfortable...
haha...nvm...in good mood still!

so fun...

i'm beginning to love my life more...haha
went with kelvin's parents to choose the wedding package yesterday after work...

think its more or less decided and settled already...
tml morning can go choose my gowns and set date for photo shoot...
haha...

then dinner also almost settled already...left all those nitty-witty stuffs...
muz start on the photo slideshow...
muz decide on the choice of the mcs...
muz start printing invitations...
etc etc etc...

haha...so tiring...but so fun!!

darling know which camp he is being posted into already...
some Selatar camp...and dunno going there to do wat thing yet...
dunno gotta stay in camp or can book out de...
but anyway..i guess...at least after he's posted there...he's an officer already...
shld have a better life than now ba...hopefully for him...

ytd...came back to work after one day mc
saw gina...so tired and haggard...
couldnt help but feel for her...
she's so sad...but cant cry...
i really pray that God will take away her pain
and release her father in the best way He can...
Gina...be strong ok...we'll all be praying for you...and your family

haha...life is getting better!!

as if being a queen is not enough...
i think my luck is changing for the better...haha
hopefully...its gonna continue this way...

anway...i knw when and where my banquet's gonna be held already...
haha!!

guess my previous entry was really like bitter...
haha...
well...if you realise....
i blogged when i was working...
and unhappy things do happen in work...

this morning...we realised i made another stupid mistake in work...
shant elaborate on that anymore...
cos i dun wanna be reminded of it...
was rather unhappy the entire morning tho'...
but anyway...these arent going to affect me n my mood!
nope...not even the slightest bit...haha

but nevermind...went to collect my new contact lenses...
then went to the IT fair at Suntec...
was quite interesting...very packed...and some really good deals...
very tempting prices for the laptop i've been eyeing on too...

then met darling...
went with him to settle his donation card thingy first...
set my date for ROM...
went to see bridal gowns as well...
more shopping tomorrow...

haha...i literally am having anything that i wan...
everywhere...at home...at his place...in office...
haha...
i'm the queen!!!

gotta go bathe and slp now...
haha...
tired liaoz...

congrats to me!

well...i've realised that its fortunate to be marrying the person u love...
and who truly loves you...

and it's actually a breeze...
letting the person who does not loves you go...
which is also the person whom you do not love as much...
at the same time...if this person has brought you only hurt...
and memories of him are all sadness...
then there's no point in remembering him right?! haha!

i simply cant tolerate men who badmouths and bitches about you...
behind you...
after being together...
isn't whatever happened...between the two of them only?
this kinda men isn't destined to have gd relationships or gd women to them...

let's wait and see who will have the last laugh!

people who are waiting to see my marriage fail, you will NOT get your wish!
i think there's only this one person who cant wait to see my marriage fail ba...anyway...
i will be blissfully married...and my marriage will last a lifelong...
your wish will NOT come true!

already decided...the wedding will be held in early lunar 8th month...
so people who are being invited...you will get your invitations soon...
but people living in areas like punggol...sengkang...chances are i dun wan to trouble you...
hahaha!

anyway...darling's bringing me for photo shoot think somewhere later this mth...
cos he say he wants to celebrate my birthday for me...
in a romantic way...haha...
so...i'm not celebrating my birthday...
haha...not sad also...
cos...i'm juz in this blissful mood already!

excited!

hi all! i'm getting married...soon...but dunno when...
haha...
surprised right...
but well....its natural...haha....
afterall, me n my bf have been together for so long already rite...

our parents are meeting for dinner tonight to discuss about details...
and darling is not here with us...
cos he's gotta be in camp...booking out only tomorrow...

talking about darling...he's getting his sword today!!
haha...and next sat is his commissioning parade...happy
*darling...u've finally made it...after 9 long months...*

so friends...close friends will start receiving invitations soon enough...
for those who do not receive...u're just not invited...
haha...dun blame me...
its juz bcos we do not wanna make it too big a thing...

seems like its been some time since i last blogged...
quite a lot of things happened...
and quite major events as well...
could have well changed my life...
anyway...it did not happen as i would liked it to...
haiz~
did a decision...
which i may regret for life...
but well...wat other choices do i have??
i still have to think rationally rite??

do i still have the choice to play by my emotions?
can i still do as i like??
can i let go of all consequences??

NO...i cannot!!

haiz~ how i wish i can juz let loose of everything and juz do wat i wan...

i'm back!!

this is juz a short post...that i'm back!!!
haha...
this had been a fascinating trip...
the people had been great...
had great fun with all my newly made friends!
shall upload more pics when i have time...haha...

all ready to go!

finally...i'm all packed and done!
but omg...my luggage weighs 16kg...
die liaoz
come back sure overweight
hahaha

haiz~ dearz managed to call back juz now
but the reception was super bad...
*sadz*
didnt manage to talk much also
haiz~
then he gotta fall in le...

but he was so sweet to drop me a msg first also...
hahaha!
*happy...*

anyway...hopefully he can call me before i depart ba...
a msg would be gd too...haiz~

then this time...guess i'll still be going airport alone ba...
daddy gotta work...
my bro went out already...
mama is still in malaysia...
think she cant rush back to send me to airport also ba

hopefully someone will come pick me from airport when i come back ba...

travel?

its barely 4hrs before i have to depart for airport...
i'm still at home...blogging...
my luggage unpacked...
omg..
wat am i thinking about???
haiz
sure forget to bring things de
lucky i last nite packed my namecards and passport liaoz
so the rest...nvm la
hahahaha

happy birthday

there's 2 friends celebrating 21st b-day tml...
but sadly to say...
both i cant attend...
*SUPER SADZ*
even more sad that
i'm missing lingzi's bash as well...

well well...lucky she understands
that i have my work obligations...
doesnt mean it also de...

well....
still doesnt feel gd...

anyway...
lingzi...! happy birthday...
stay pretty ok! and funky too...
dun forget to work hard for ur 2nd upper honours too!

xiaowei...happy birthday to you too!!
take carez!
and stay "starry" and glam!

haha....

darling

finally...darling called...
so happy!
dar...i miss you...
hope u'll be able to call me tml
before i leave ok...
otherwise...next week after i come back...
muz call me wor!

darling...i love you!

photos

finally had time to upload
the pictures that i took on the new camera!
haha
needless to say...i went on a crazy photo spree!!

this is taken at the "class gathering"
but it was a failure...
so little people turned up...haiz~


this is me n my bro at home...


these are my colleagues!!


this is henry and his funny pictures


me, darling and henry...


the main characters of the night...haha


last but not least...
me and my darling...
having fun with the camera
on the first day of purchase!!


ok folks...that's all for today
think the next round of photo posting...
will be after i come back from new zealand ba
shld have lotsa photos!!
till then...all my friends...take carez!

darling...i miss u!

juz sent kelvin off to airport last night...
at midnight...
so sad...he's gone for 2 weeks...
2 long weeks...
*sadz*
someone...pls...ask me out...
keep me accompanied ok??

then tml...i also going airport...
evening flight...back on friday...
come back sure tons of photos to upload de!
haha...
but well...not the least excited about it lehz...
somehow...its for work...
so...still not getting too excited about it...

lucky come back on friday evening...
then got the weekends to rest before resuming work...

darling...i juz miss you so much...
nvm...2 weeks only...
will pass very soon de...

stop deceiving yourself...!
2 weeks is not that short...

argh!!! kill me...
go home tonite still gotta pack my luggage
people who knw me...
will knw that i super scared of cold de...
haha...
how lehz...
dunno also...
see how it goes ba!

super hectic day!

argh...omg...
ytd...devlin AND patrick were on MC...
so that leaves only me and jolyn
at the counter...
we nearly died of exhaustion...
the rings were ringing non-stop for the entire day!!
and 80% of the calls were for devlin...
didnt know wat to do with them also...
super tiring!

dying liaoz...
till now then got time to rant about it...

after work...met regina to go pasir malam
the one at khatib..
that has been there for ages...
nth much there...
but the "Super" nasi lemak...
the queue wor...really SUPER long ar!
then there's the RAMLY burger also...
had a lot of "pasir malam" food...
the regulars like sausages...drumsticks...etc

sneaked out of the house...
like i always do every friday...
to go pick darling up...
then to his house...
hahaha

he cooked me supper too!
haha...instant noodles la...
but still very nice...
*happy*

perfectionist...me...?

am i a perfectionist??
i dun think so...
but for some things...
especially those that i place a special emphasis on
i make sure that they are perfect
these can be my work...my family...my love...
i just want everything to be perfect...
to go smoothly...
is it so difficult...
once the perfection is broken...
it does not seem enticing anymore...

pictures

haha...
finally have time to upload the clubbing photos...

haha
see...that's regina..
btw, she sort of did my make-up that nite too!!

for the past weekend...
had such wonderful time with dar...

we went bought a digicam...
haha...
which he said i can bring for my new zealand trip
then bought extra battery for it too!

then we spent time alone...
had much fun at home...
trying to make him study for his tests...

also went for liqing's b-dae bash...
was pretty fun
caught up with lotsa sec friends...
then realised...
i've known dar...and dusk & gang...
for 9 yrs already...
since sec 1....
omg..
that's a super super long time la...

that also means...
its been 8 long yrs...
since i first started out with dar...
omg...
can u imagine that???
of cos...there were a few breakups in between...
quarrels are inevitable...
but well...we're still together...
and going strong...
hahaha...

kk...shall end off here...
wanna go watch that funny charity show already...

good friday

well...went dbl o on thur...
good friday eve...
omg...super hell lot of people...
anyway..we were there
to celebrate brenda's b-dae!!
haha...happy birthday gal...

the place was so super duper packed!!
when i entered at ard 10pm...
it was already filled with people...
when i tried to re-enter at ard 11pm...
we had to queue for almost an hr...
not to forget, it was also manifested with malays

haiz~

trouble is brewing...

anyway...really got it
police raid...at ard 2am...
haiz~ waste time...
after the raid...
brenda and all my friends all left le...

and did i mention...
dar and his camp mates were there too...
so after my friends left...
i joined him and his friends...
they were quite fun people too!

shall post some pictures
when i have time to upload...
hahaha

thanx to all the messages and calls i received
after my previous posts..
dun worry..we're doing fine..
i was juz getting a bit upset..
cos of some issues about trust...

well..its been a crazy week at work...
suddenly it seems so busy everyday...
cant finish my work...
leaving office with half finished work only...

finally had the time n chance
to meet up with jolene and liqing...
went to hark cafe for a drink...
and some entertainment...hahaha...



there's also a video clip that we took
but wun post it here
haha..
cos so sia suay!!

then i juz received confirmation..
of yet another travel...
haha
so happy and excited...
will be traveling to new zealand
end of this month...
but this time its not a tour leading assignment
its for familarisation...
so its much more responsibility

but lucky for me this time..
i'll be traveling when dar is in thailand
so when he comes back...
we dun miss another weekend..
hahahaha!!!!
happy...

think...good days are coming soon...

woohoo...

love...trust???

wat's love??
isn't trust also included in love???
well...i dunno about this anymore...
i thot i knew him...
turns out that i dunno much bout him anymore...
there's no trust in this relationship...
so is there still love??
i cant say that for sure anymore...
why is he always keeping things from me??
why is it that when i ask...he nvr tells...
am i one that cant keep secrets??
or is it just that i'm not the one he can trustS?
or plainly...he juz doesnt want to tell me things...
does he still love me??
or am i juz hanging onto him?
why is that i can sense all these differences from the past...
but he still says that there is nothing wrong?
is it juz me...or this relationship has already gone sour....

someone...pls tell me wat to do...

dwt

wow...how fast does time flies...
its been officially one year
since i joined dwt full time...
haha...
sweet...bitter...sour...spicy...
whatever...u name it...
i've tasted it here...
i'm also starting to take chilli here!!
haha...soon i'll learn to take hot stuffs...

had been complained...
had been complimented...

had made mistakes and made to pay...
had passengers buying me chocos

well...its been quite an experience working here...
and hopefully...
i'll continue to enjoy my time here...

argh!!!

haiz~ stupid me...

didnt spend the last weekend well...
cos was worried about the J***'s booking...
short-charged of $588...
nearly had a heart attack when Kim called to tell me...
i was on my way to the salon to dye my hair ok...

then finally...ytd...called
omg...really cant collect the amount...
but lucky...its ok...
cos...they didnt manage to use the train ticket at all...
they had to buy a new set of ticket...
so kim spoke to them...
and agreed to refund that set of ticket...
so they dun have to pay...

haiz~ spent the weekend on a shopping spree..
to ease myself of the stress from work...
then...haiz~
now super + super broke...
haha....

at the same time...
Mrs E**'s trip to SilkRoad...
was also full of problems...
ytd..the operator sent an email over to say that
they had a problem with their Kazakhstan visa...
omg...nearly want to die
at the same time...i cant check anything as well...
cos the embassy doesnt answer the phones!!!!

lucky its all solved already...

wat a way to start off this week!

dar...i love u!

dar...i love you...

and i simply love spending time with u...
hahaha
like to see u out from camp...
love to see u at my office
picking me up frm work...

but i hate it when u gotta go back...
when we're at airport cos i gotta go work...

anyway...tks dar for the wonderful weekend...
althought the movie was n0t my cup of tea...
but i chose and insisted on it...
hahaha...
nvm...
still enjoyed your company...!

miss u....

working saturdays...

haiz~ i'm working again...
its been more than a month
since i last had a saturday off...
its really tiring...
having to work thru 6 days a week...
luckily...today...i can knock off promptly at 1pm!!!
yeah!!!

well...
i went for a hairdye last nite!!
so happy...
haha...not a loud hair color tho'...
but i simply love this hair color...

i dyed my hair black...
and it made my hair look healthier...
then i had red highlights...
and my hair "glows"...in devlin's words...
hahaha...

the guy who did my hair...Jaren...
was also very patient...
didnt rush thru the job...
although he wasnt feeling well...
and was way after his knock off time...
i felt apologetic about having to make him stay man....

forgot to mention...
i did my new hair color at Heatwave...
and i simply love this place...
i think i want to go back...
next month...
to do my rebonding...
hahahaha.....