darling...i miss u!

juz sent kelvin off to airport last night...
at midnight...
so sad...he's gone for 2 weeks...
2 long weeks...
*sadz*
someone...pls...ask me out...
keep me accompanied ok??

then tml...i also going airport...
evening flight...back on friday...
come back sure tons of photos to upload de!
haha...
but well...not the least excited about it lehz...
somehow...its for work...
so...still not getting too excited about it...

lucky come back on friday evening...
then got the weekends to rest before resuming work...

darling...i juz miss you so much...
nvm...2 weeks only...
will pass very soon de...

stop deceiving yourself...!
2 weeks is not that short...

argh!!! kill me...
go home tonite still gotta pack my luggage
people who knw me...
will knw that i super scared of cold de...
haha...
how lehz...
dunno also...
see how it goes ba!

super hectic day!

argh...omg...
ytd...devlin AND patrick were on MC...
so that leaves only me and jolyn
at the counter...
we nearly died of exhaustion...
the rings were ringing non-stop for the entire day!!
and 80% of the calls were for devlin...
didnt know wat to do with them also...
super tiring!

dying liaoz...
till now then got time to rant about it...

after work...met regina to go pasir malam
the one at khatib..
that has been there for ages...
nth much there...
but the "Super" nasi lemak...
the queue wor...really SUPER long ar!
then there's the RAMLY burger also...
had a lot of "pasir malam" food...
the regulars like sausages...drumsticks...etc

sneaked out of the house...
like i always do every friday...
to go pick darling up...
then to his house...
hahaha

he cooked me supper too!
haha...instant noodles la...
but still very nice...
*happy*

perfectionist...me...?

am i a perfectionist??
i dun think so...
but for some things...
especially those that i place a special emphasis on
i make sure that they are perfect
these can be my work...my family...my love...
i just want everything to be perfect...
to go smoothly...
is it so difficult...
once the perfection is broken...
it does not seem enticing anymore...

pictures

haha...
finally have time to upload the clubbing photos...

haha
see...that's regina..
btw, she sort of did my make-up that nite too!!

for the past weekend...
had such wonderful time with dar...

we went bought a digicam...
haha...
which he said i can bring for my new zealand trip
then bought extra battery for it too!

then we spent time alone...
had much fun at home...
trying to make him study for his tests...

also went for liqing's b-dae bash...
was pretty fun
caught up with lotsa sec friends...
then realised...
i've known dar...and dusk & gang...
for 9 yrs already...
since sec 1....
omg..
that's a super super long time la...

that also means...
its been 8 long yrs...
since i first started out with dar...
omg...
can u imagine that???
of cos...there were a few breakups in between...
quarrels are inevitable...
but well...we're still together...
and going strong...
hahaha...

kk...shall end off here...
wanna go watch that funny charity show already...

good friday

well...went dbl o on thur...
good friday eve...
omg...super hell lot of people...
anyway..we were there
to celebrate brenda's b-dae!!
haha...happy birthday gal...

the place was so super duper packed!!
when i entered at ard 10pm...
it was already filled with people...
when i tried to re-enter at ard 11pm...
we had to queue for almost an hr...
not to forget, it was also manifested with malays

haiz~

trouble is brewing...

anyway...really got it
police raid...at ard 2am...
haiz~ waste time...
after the raid...
brenda and all my friends all left le...

and did i mention...
dar and his camp mates were there too...
so after my friends left...
i joined him and his friends...
they were quite fun people too!

shall post some pictures
when i have time to upload...
hahaha

thanx to all the messages and calls i received
after my previous posts..
dun worry..we're doing fine..
i was juz getting a bit upset..
cos of some issues about trust...

well..its been a crazy week at work...
suddenly it seems so busy everyday...
cant finish my work...
leaving office with half finished work only...

finally had the time n chance
to meet up with jolene and liqing...
went to hark cafe for a drink...
and some entertainment...hahaha...



there's also a video clip that we took
but wun post it here
haha..
cos so sia suay!!

then i juz received confirmation..
of yet another travel...
haha
so happy and excited...
will be traveling to new zealand
end of this month...
but this time its not a tour leading assignment
its for familarisation...
so its much more responsibility

but lucky for me this time..
i'll be traveling when dar is in thailand
so when he comes back...
we dun miss another weekend..
hahahaha!!!!
happy...

think...good days are coming soon...

woohoo...

love...trust???

wat's love??
isn't trust also included in love???
well...i dunno about this anymore...
i thot i knew him...
turns out that i dunno much bout him anymore...
there's no trust in this relationship...
so is there still love??
i cant say that for sure anymore...
why is he always keeping things from me??
why is it that when i ask...he nvr tells...
am i one that cant keep secrets??
or is it just that i'm not the one he can trustS?
or plainly...he juz doesnt want to tell me things...
does he still love me??
or am i juz hanging onto him?
why is that i can sense all these differences from the past...
but he still says that there is nothing wrong?
is it juz me...or this relationship has already gone sour....

someone...pls tell me wat to do...

dwt

wow...how fast does time flies...
its been officially one year
since i joined dwt full time...
haha...
sweet...bitter...sour...spicy...
whatever...u name it...
i've tasted it here...
i'm also starting to take chilli here!!
haha...soon i'll learn to take hot stuffs...

had been complained...
had been complimented...

had made mistakes and made to pay...
had passengers buying me chocos

well...its been quite an experience working here...
and hopefully...
i'll continue to enjoy my time here...

argh!!!

haiz~ stupid me...

didnt spend the last weekend well...
cos was worried about the J***'s booking...
short-charged of $588...
nearly had a heart attack when Kim called to tell me...
i was on my way to the salon to dye my hair ok...

then finally...ytd...called
omg...really cant collect the amount...
but lucky...its ok...
cos...they didnt manage to use the train ticket at all...
they had to buy a new set of ticket...
so kim spoke to them...
and agreed to refund that set of ticket...
so they dun have to pay...

haiz~ spent the weekend on a shopping spree..
to ease myself of the stress from work...
then...haiz~
now super + super broke...
haha....

at the same time...
Mrs E**'s trip to SilkRoad...
was also full of problems...
ytd..the operator sent an email over to say that
they had a problem with their Kazakhstan visa...
omg...nearly want to die
at the same time...i cant check anything as well...
cos the embassy doesnt answer the phones!!!!

lucky its all solved already...

wat a way to start off this week!

dar...i love u!

dar...i love you...

and i simply love spending time with u...
hahaha
like to see u out from camp...
love to see u at my office
picking me up frm work...

but i hate it when u gotta go back...
when we're at airport cos i gotta go work...

anyway...tks dar for the wonderful weekend...
althought the movie was n0t my cup of tea...
but i chose and insisted on it...
hahaha...
nvm...
still enjoyed your company...!

miss u....

working saturdays...

haiz~ i'm working again...
its been more than a month
since i last had a saturday off...
its really tiring...
having to work thru 6 days a week...
luckily...today...i can knock off promptly at 1pm!!!
yeah!!!

well...
i went for a hairdye last nite!!
so happy...
haha...not a loud hair color tho'...
but i simply love this hair color...

i dyed my hair black...
and it made my hair look healthier...
then i had red highlights...
and my hair "glows"...in devlin's words...
hahaha...

the guy who did my hair...Jaren...
was also very patient...
didnt rush thru the job...
although he wasnt feeling well...
and was way after his knock off time...
i felt apologetic about having to make him stay man....

forgot to mention...
i did my new hair color at Heatwave...
and i simply love this place...
i think i want to go back...
next month...
to do my rebonding...
hahahaha.....

Post Natas fair

haha...its been a week since i last blogged...
its been a super tiring week...
last week...on the average...
i had about...3hrs of slp each day??
haha...really...
the worse was on wed...
when i left office at about 3am...
then left home for work again at about 8am...
was home for...4 hours...
haha
powerful sia...

erm...this yr natas fair...
not a lot of genuine buyers wor...
a lot of people enquiring...
even those who bought...
only buy air-tickets
haiz~ so much work...
so little business
*sadz*

well...the fair was quite fun...
except for the part about lack of slp...
i even managed to "make" jolyn and regina
pose for some photos...




haha...and i was clever enough
not to let them take my pictures in return...
hahaha

after the fair...
come back to office...
still very busy...
finally the calls start to come in
but still...not many bookings lehz...

somemore...suddenly all the Citibankers all come
suddenly everyone's going for personal trips...
omg...i nearly died
everyday black face in office
gina was so angry with me ytd...
she refused to talk to me!
i was so sad...
*sadz*

well...now that everything's on the tracks already...
we're less busy...
hopefully...more sales...
more sales
more sales more sales
more sales more sales more sales....!

late nights...for natas fair

haiz~ yes...i'm still awake...
in the middle of the night...
its 2 22am right now...
and i'm still in the office...
super pathetic...

its been like this for the past 2 nights...
we all stay till the wee hours...
to photocopy brochures...etc...etc...
then go home...rest for like 1-2hrs...
then come back and continue working...

i really dunno how long more can i go on like this...
i'm not a robot...
even if i am one...
i would have needed a rest...
and some proper sleep time...

natas travel fair

the natas travel fair is on again...
this coming fri-sun...
however..i'm predicting it to be slow this yr...
its already tue today...
and the calls are not coming in...
i still have time now to blog...
omg...slowest so far i've been here...

dear...i miss u...
miss u
miss u miss u
miss u miss u miss u
miss u miss u miss u miss u
we'll meet real soon rite...?

dinner...with a childhood friend...

haha...didnt mention i had dinner with ka meng...
on friday...after work...
its been so long since i met up with him...
haha

he's like a bro to me...
well...i've known him for 15 yrs...
15 yrs ok...haha
he's seen some of my worse times...
been thru thick and thin together...
haha...
saw me in my thick spectacles...
and saw how much i've changed in these few years...

here's some pictures we took that nite...

did i mention some friends said he looks like my brother??
heez...

well...one thing like me...
this guy's a photo freak too!!
see how many photos we took together!!!

anyway...we managed to catch up a bit about childhood...
and our present lives...
he's still studying in tp...
i'm working...
he's attached...and so am i...
haha...
worked around awhile...
then went home...
nice evening out...

weekend before natas

i'm sure some of u out there knows...
that natas travel fair is on this weekend...
as with the past few fairs...
we'll all have to slog it out this week...

well...last sat...
after work finished (supposedly at 1pm)...
we had to stay back to start with all the photocopying...

why did i say supposedly at 1pm??
cos...there was this couple...
that came to buy the eurail pass...
and stayed on till 2pm...
before they decided its time to leave...
omg!! buay zi dong...

then i stayed in office till about 5 30pm...
before leaving with darling...
we went to suntec...
had dinner at "surf 'n' turf"...
then went for movies...
before meeting with zhiwei and gang...
supposed to go liquidroom...
but queue was too long...
so ended at k-box selegie...paradiz centre that one...

saw that legendary "k1" room...
was really quite big ar...haha
with private bar and pool table in the room too!
can consider shrinking my guest list...
and hold my 21st b-dae bash there...
hahahaha...

about the movie...
we watched "yours, mine and ours"...
haha...
a nicey family show...

with 10 from one side...
and 8 from the other...
when the 2 adults got married...
the kids have 17 siblings each in total!!
omg...wat a big family...
certain parts of the show was quite touching too...

haha...it wasn't planned...
cos we didn't plan to catch a movie...
so didnt read up on any reviews...
or anything lidat before choosing this movie...

was supposed to have gone over to huiliang's place...
but dar felt uncomforatble...
and he wanted to meet up with zhiwei and gang...
so had a bit of time in between...

well...its monday today...
and i'm on mc at home now...
nope...i'm not starting another string of mcs...
its juz that i'm really ill again...
terrible feeling...

juz seen the doc...
he said i have a lil' fever...and fatigue...
so shld stay home and rest for the day...
great idea rite...
re-charge myself...
and go back to that "battlefield" tml...

well...stayed over at kelvin's place last nite too...
thot he had gone back to camp already...
overheard his mom scolding his bro...
apparently...he did very badly for some of his subjects...
haiz~ poor boy...
wished there was something i could do...
to help him out of this...

darling...sorry i was being wilful again last nite...
i promise...i'll not do this again ok...heez...
miss u lotz...

finally..back in singapore...

after being away for 5 days..
i'm finally home...

i miss home...
i miss s'pore food...
i miss my family...
i miss my dar dar...
i miss my computer...
and i even miss work...

haha....i guess...
i'm juz getting home sick...

kk...talk less...anyway...i'm tired...
after the flight...
totally shagged...
so some pictures here ok...
heez

heres me and my colleagues...
in the office 1 day before my departure...



see me and patrick and jolyn mei mei...
haha...
really having fun with all those funny faces...
then there's this new face...
yes...she's our new colleague...

then this is me and my dar dar...
he was so sweet...
sent me to airport...
before rushing back to camp...
helped me with my luggages...

see those bags...
yes...they are all mine...
and on top of those...
he still has his big big bag to carry back to camp...
haha...dar...i love u...
heez...

then below is a collage of the photos taken at perth...
with the school...
if u all realise...
90% of the photo...
doesnt have me in them...
i didnt go photo-crazy this time ok!
i took most of the pictures for them...
only minority was for myself...
juz so that i have sth to remember this trip by...

traveling far too frequently lately

well..i used to love traveling..
but now..esp this mth..
i feel that i've been traveling too much..
so much that i've lost so many precious weekends..
time with my loved one and family..
and rest times..

used to love the airport..
to see the planes..
to see friends and relatives at the arrival hall..

but now..seems like everytime i travel..
i depart from the airport alone..
nobody sends me to the airport..
i arrive at the airport alone..
nobody picks me home..
kinda sad and pathetic rite..

well..think its time i learnt independence
and stop relying on people..
learn to sleep alone in a foreign land..
and to be dependable for my clients..

i'm flying to perth again tml..
yes..on work..
tour leading a pri sch grp..
traveling with 43 students..
3 teachers..
and a vice-principal..
wish me luck ok..

super long time no blog...

haha...super long time no blog liaoz...
since nth much to do in office now...
shall update u guys about my life...

after that super busy week...
went penang for staff retreat...
quite fun in the overall...

the amazing race...was so "amazing"
the weather was amazingly hot...
and we were running all over the place...

that was

DYNAMITES
at the famous
chendul store...







that was us at
the clock towers...








that was the 1st 3 teams...
at the Cheong Fat Sih Mansion...

after the race...


at the SOHO restaurant...
for our prize presentation...
cum D&D...
cum night life...

haha...stayed on with jolyn...devlin...
ivan...jenna...ciahui...peter...etc etc etc
first time "clubbing" with jolyn...
man...she can dance...!

then went shopping the whole day on sun...
bought quite a lot of local products...
for my family...and kelvin's family...
then before we board the coach to airport...
the MH group took a group photo...

on the coach to the airport...
papa patrick and i were playing with the camera

reached Singapore ard 10pm...super tired...

then so much for today ba...shall continue tonite...
or when i have time again...