all ready to go!

finally...i'm all packed and done!
but omg...my luggage weighs 16kg...
die liaoz
come back sure overweight
hahaha

haiz~ dearz managed to call back juz now
but the reception was super bad...
*sadz*
didnt manage to talk much also
haiz~
then he gotta fall in le...

but he was so sweet to drop me a msg first also...
hahaha!
*happy...*

anyway...hopefully he can call me before i depart ba...
a msg would be gd too...haiz~

then this time...guess i'll still be going airport alone ba...
daddy gotta work...
my bro went out already...
mama is still in malaysia...
think she cant rush back to send me to airport also ba

hopefully someone will come pick me from airport when i come back ba...

travel?

its barely 4hrs before i have to depart for airport...
i'm still at home...blogging...
my luggage unpacked...
omg..
wat am i thinking about???
haiz
sure forget to bring things de
lucky i last nite packed my namecards and passport liaoz
so the rest...nvm la
hahahaha

happy birthday

there's 2 friends celebrating 21st b-day tml...
but sadly to say...
both i cant attend...
*SUPER SADZ*
even more sad that
i'm missing lingzi's bash as well...

well well...lucky she understands
that i have my work obligations...
doesnt mean it also de...

well....
still doesnt feel gd...

anyway...
lingzi...! happy birthday...
stay pretty ok! and funky too...
dun forget to work hard for ur 2nd upper honours too!

xiaowei...happy birthday to you too!!
take carez!
and stay "starry" and glam!

haha....

darling

finally...darling called...
so happy!
dar...i miss you...
hope u'll be able to call me tml
before i leave ok...
otherwise...next week after i come back...
muz call me wor!

darling...i love you!

photos

finally had time to upload
the pictures that i took on the new camera!
haha
needless to say...i went on a crazy photo spree!!

this is taken at the "class gathering"
but it was a failure...
so little people turned up...haiz~


this is me n my bro at home...


these are my colleagues!!


this is henry and his funny pictures


me, darling and henry...


the main characters of the night...haha


last but not least...
me and my darling...
having fun with the camera
on the first day of purchase!!


ok folks...that's all for today
think the next round of photo posting...
will be after i come back from new zealand ba
shld have lotsa photos!!
till then...all my friends...take carez!

darling...i miss u!

juz sent kelvin off to airport last night...
at midnight...
so sad...he's gone for 2 weeks...
2 long weeks...
*sadz*
someone...pls...ask me out...
keep me accompanied ok??

then tml...i also going airport...
evening flight...back on friday...
come back sure tons of photos to upload de!
haha...
but well...not the least excited about it lehz...
somehow...its for work...
so...still not getting too excited about it...

lucky come back on friday evening...
then got the weekends to rest before resuming work...

darling...i juz miss you so much...
nvm...2 weeks only...
will pass very soon de...

stop deceiving yourself...!
2 weeks is not that short...

argh!!! kill me...
go home tonite still gotta pack my luggage
people who knw me...
will knw that i super scared of cold de...
haha...
how lehz...
dunno also...
see how it goes ba!

super hectic day!

argh...omg...
ytd...devlin AND patrick were on MC...
so that leaves only me and jolyn
at the counter...
we nearly died of exhaustion...
the rings were ringing non-stop for the entire day!!
and 80% of the calls were for devlin...
didnt know wat to do with them also...
super tiring!

dying liaoz...
till now then got time to rant about it...

after work...met regina to go pasir malam
the one at khatib..
that has been there for ages...
nth much there...
but the "Super" nasi lemak...
the queue wor...really SUPER long ar!
then there's the RAMLY burger also...
had a lot of "pasir malam" food...
the regulars like sausages...drumsticks...etc

sneaked out of the house...
like i always do every friday...
to go pick darling up...
then to his house...
hahaha

he cooked me supper too!
haha...instant noodles la...
but still very nice...
*happy*

perfectionist...me...?

am i a perfectionist??
i dun think so...
but for some things...
especially those that i place a special emphasis on
i make sure that they are perfect
these can be my work...my family...my love...
i just want everything to be perfect...
to go smoothly...
is it so difficult...
once the perfection is broken...
it does not seem enticing anymore...

pictures

haha...
finally have time to upload the clubbing photos...

haha
see...that's regina..
btw, she sort of did my make-up that nite too!!

for the past weekend...
had such wonderful time with dar...

we went bought a digicam...
haha...
which he said i can bring for my new zealand trip
then bought extra battery for it too!

then we spent time alone...
had much fun at home...
trying to make him study for his tests...

also went for liqing's b-dae bash...
was pretty fun
caught up with lotsa sec friends...
then realised...
i've known dar...and dusk & gang...
for 9 yrs already...
since sec 1....
omg..
that's a super super long time la...

that also means...
its been 8 long yrs...
since i first started out with dar...
omg...
can u imagine that???
of cos...there were a few breakups in between...
quarrels are inevitable...
but well...we're still together...
and going strong...
hahaha...

kk...shall end off here...
wanna go watch that funny charity show already...

good friday

well...went dbl o on thur...
good friday eve...
omg...super hell lot of people...
anyway..we were there
to celebrate brenda's b-dae!!
haha...happy birthday gal...

the place was so super duper packed!!
when i entered at ard 10pm...
it was already filled with people...
when i tried to re-enter at ard 11pm...
we had to queue for almost an hr...
not to forget, it was also manifested with malays

haiz~

trouble is brewing...

anyway...really got it
police raid...at ard 2am...
haiz~ waste time...
after the raid...
brenda and all my friends all left le...

and did i mention...
dar and his camp mates were there too...
so after my friends left...
i joined him and his friends...
they were quite fun people too!

shall post some pictures
when i have time to upload...
hahaha

thanx to all the messages and calls i received
after my previous posts..
dun worry..we're doing fine..
i was juz getting a bit upset..
cos of some issues about trust...

well..its been a crazy week at work...
suddenly it seems so busy everyday...
cant finish my work...
leaving office with half finished work only...

finally had the time n chance
to meet up with jolene and liqing...
went to hark cafe for a drink...
and some entertainment...hahaha...



there's also a video clip that we took
but wun post it here
haha..
cos so sia suay!!

then i juz received confirmation..
of yet another travel...
haha
so happy and excited...
will be traveling to new zealand
end of this month...
but this time its not a tour leading assignment
its for familarisation...
so its much more responsibility

but lucky for me this time..
i'll be traveling when dar is in thailand
so when he comes back...
we dun miss another weekend..
hahahaha!!!!
happy...

think...good days are coming soon...

woohoo...

love...trust???

wat's love??
isn't trust also included in love???
well...i dunno about this anymore...
i thot i knew him...
turns out that i dunno much bout him anymore...
there's no trust in this relationship...
so is there still love??
i cant say that for sure anymore...
why is he always keeping things from me??
why is it that when i ask...he nvr tells...
am i one that cant keep secrets??
or is it just that i'm not the one he can trustS?
or plainly...he juz doesnt want to tell me things...
does he still love me??
or am i juz hanging onto him?
why is that i can sense all these differences from the past...
but he still says that there is nothing wrong?
is it juz me...or this relationship has already gone sour....

someone...pls tell me wat to do...

dwt

wow...how fast does time flies...
its been officially one year
since i joined dwt full time...
haha...
sweet...bitter...sour...spicy...
whatever...u name it...
i've tasted it here...
i'm also starting to take chilli here!!
haha...soon i'll learn to take hot stuffs...

had been complained...
had been complimented...

had made mistakes and made to pay...
had passengers buying me chocos

well...its been quite an experience working here...
and hopefully...
i'll continue to enjoy my time here...

argh!!!

haiz~ stupid me...

didnt spend the last weekend well...
cos was worried about the J***'s booking...
short-charged of $588...
nearly had a heart attack when Kim called to tell me...
i was on my way to the salon to dye my hair ok...

then finally...ytd...called
omg...really cant collect the amount...
but lucky...its ok...
cos...they didnt manage to use the train ticket at all...
they had to buy a new set of ticket...
so kim spoke to them...
and agreed to refund that set of ticket...
so they dun have to pay...

haiz~ spent the weekend on a shopping spree..
to ease myself of the stress from work...
then...haiz~
now super + super broke...
haha....

at the same time...
Mrs E**'s trip to SilkRoad...
was also full of problems...
ytd..the operator sent an email over to say that
they had a problem with their Kazakhstan visa...
omg...nearly want to die
at the same time...i cant check anything as well...
cos the embassy doesnt answer the phones!!!!

lucky its all solved already...

wat a way to start off this week!

dar...i love u!

dar...i love you...

and i simply love spending time with u...
hahaha
like to see u out from camp...
love to see u at my office
picking me up frm work...

but i hate it when u gotta go back...
when we're at airport cos i gotta go work...

anyway...tks dar for the wonderful weekend...
althought the movie was n0t my cup of tea...
but i chose and insisted on it...
hahaha...
nvm...
still enjoyed your company...!

miss u....

working saturdays...

haiz~ i'm working again...
its been more than a month
since i last had a saturday off...
its really tiring...
having to work thru 6 days a week...
luckily...today...i can knock off promptly at 1pm!!!
yeah!!!

well...
i went for a hairdye last nite!!
so happy...
haha...not a loud hair color tho'...
but i simply love this hair color...

i dyed my hair black...
and it made my hair look healthier...
then i had red highlights...
and my hair "glows"...in devlin's words...
hahaha...

the guy who did my hair...Jaren...
was also very patient...
didnt rush thru the job...
although he wasnt feeling well...
and was way after his knock off time...
i felt apologetic about having to make him stay man....

forgot to mention...
i did my new hair color at Heatwave...
and i simply love this place...
i think i want to go back...
next month...
to do my rebonding...
hahahaha.....