traveling far too frequently lately

well..i used to love traveling..
but now..esp this mth..
i feel that i've been traveling too much..
so much that i've lost so many precious weekends..
time with my loved one and family..
and rest times..

used to love the airport..
to see the planes..
to see friends and relatives at the arrival hall..

but now..seems like everytime i travel..
i depart from the airport alone..
nobody sends me to the airport..
i arrive at the airport alone..
nobody picks me home..
kinda sad and pathetic rite..

well..think its time i learnt independence
and stop relying on people..
learn to sleep alone in a foreign land..
and to be dependable for my clients..

i'm flying to perth again tml..
yes..on work..
tour leading a pri sch grp..
traveling with 43 students..
3 teachers..
and a vice-principal..
wish me luck ok..