recent updates

well...before anybody starts to think that this webby is abandoned...
i'd better start blogging again!

this 1mth+ hasnt been good...
remember i had a fall...
its not too good...
it was a fracture of the tailbone...
though its a useless bone...
the pain is quite a nuisance...
thus...i have to be put on physiotherapy for 6 weeks to help strengthen my back muscles...

i was also advised against traveling...
however...i didnt heed the advise as i thot i'm doing good...
i went tour leading...
in early nov...
i was in Ho Chi Minh city for 2 nights...

and tada...
i must have aggravated the condition...
cos i came back one day...
my back hurt so badly...
i nearly had to go back to the hospital A&E...
thus...i didnt make it for the Korea trip...
and the morning...we had to do a last min change of tour leader...
as i had went to the hospital...
i was in no shape to travel

at the hospital...
the doc gave me an injection to stop the pain...
more + stronger pain killers...
and 10 days hospitalisation leave to stay home
on top of these...
he also gave me light duty excuse till Dec...
and wrote me a letter to exempt from traveling duties till my next checkup
which is in Dec...

i think i nvr slept longer hours than these days at home...
i must have become a pig!!

i also have a new job offer...
and have gone for the interview...
and shortlisted!!!
its still in the travel line...
and i'm quite tempted to accept the offer...
but i'm very torn..between the new job and the old job...
to leave my current company at this time...
its really quite mean of me...
its peak season now...
and we're shorthanded
to down by one more staff
is really a very terrible thing that can happen
but i have to think about my future too ma!!!
the pay increment with this change of job....
could be something that i wouldnt even get staying another 2-3 yrs in the company!!

what shld i do lehz...
haiz~ must seriously consider about this...

i've been having quite severe mood swings and probs with my temper too!
i've become so short-tempered that i practically jump at the slightest things!!
i'm beginning to hate this person...
i dont even feel that this is me in my body...
everytime i look into the mirror...
this gal seems so distant... ... ...