~CNY Shopping~

finally...today has come...haha...since last week...me and brenda already has decided that we shall go shopping today...the original plan was to go chinatown...for the night bazaar thingy...but after she went there with dan...we decided that it was wiser for us to go shopping for cny clothes at bugis instead...haha...

wise choice made!

it was such a fun time shopping!! gals' nite out i mean...haha...when i went shopping with kim lee...at orchard...didn't manage to get anything lehz...but today..haha..with brenda...i actually bought 4 tops in like 3 hours...hahaa...marvellous rite...

also met jolene at bugis village...hahaa...saw her then i was reminded that the cafe at bugis village...the food there...cant be eaten de...its horrid! despite the many reminders from my vaious friends...it still slipped off my mind...and since i've not eaten there yet...i asked brenda to dine there together...it was such a disappointment...sucky food...never to go there for food again...haha

then was quite unhappy in the afternoon with zeyi...he told me that he finally realised that he had been happier with his ex...and that he preferred her...so wat does he mean here..? that throughout these few months...he had been toying with me..? and all the words that he had said...he doesn't mean it right...and these were all lies!!!

lies...lies...lies!!!

then he still had the nerve to sms me...hahaha...omg...please...this time...i tell myself...its a good thing he's told me this...cos i'll stop being apologetic and such a fool...and there's no need to worry about wat he'll feel anymore...hahaha...

at that point of time...i must admit...all that was in my mind...was revenge...how could this happen...haha...but i'm glad...i'm rational...haha...i wun de la.... but i dun think we can ever be friends again also ba...at least not now...

haha...then this also means that...the guy that i've been missing for the whole week...whom i'll see tml nite...haha...i dun need to hide my feelings from anyone anymore...haha...but well...its also up to him to decide...what he really wants and wat he wants to do with me...cos i've already lost the right...to pursue my happiness with him...i've let him down before...i'm sorry...

but that's ok...haha...as long as i know how he feels...its enough...really...