happy new year!

haha...happy new year to all!!!! i knw its rly a bit late to say this now...haha...most of my friends already have looked thru the past yr...and have posted their new year resolutions...almost a week has past in this new year before i am actually here again...haha...

well...i keep complaining that 2005 had been a bad yr for me...

looking back at 2005..

i had been an intern with Diners...before my attachment ended...my manager actually offered me a full time job...considering the grooming i had been given...and my interest in the travel trade...i agreed to stay on...haha...guess i was pretty lucky to have a job waiting for me even before i graduated...

then a recruitment agency actually gave me a call...and asked if i was interested to work for another agency...as i could speak cantonese...theirs was more of a phone sales agency...that deals a lot with hong kong and china...so it was a plus-point that i could speak canto...but i rejected...as the work place was simply too far from home...

work has also improved slowly...since i've been here for more than 1 yr...since internship has started...haha...and i've seen 2 batches of interns...the TP interns (Daniel and Karine) has already left us...now its the SP ones...haha...1 yr more juniors...and i've become a mentor for the SP interns...whoa~~

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things were rocky between me and kelvin...for quite a while...and things got worse...especially when we were graduating and he was going into ns...we quarreled more often...and eventually broke up...a few days before he enlisted...and 2 weeks before my 20th birthday...after we broke up...i even said some hurtful words to him...which i guess...had really hurt...i'm sorry...

then i met zeyi at kin's b-day party...hit it off right away...and we were together...less than 2 weeks after we first met...it was pretty happy in the first few weeks...he even ignored friends' advise that i was not an easy gal to be with...because he really loved me then...

but well...guess me and zeyi...didn't really suit each other...quarrels began very soon after that...he couldn't get use to my temper...i wasn't accustomed to his...quarreling so often...it was very difficult to continue...

when we finally did break off...he was so jue...and after that...i did the same thing back...i am sorry...but i really cant bring myself to accept u again...not the same way it used to be...i really cant...i'm sorry...all those bad memories will always come back to me...

perhaps...u shld just let go of me...

you'll probably be happier ba...

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relationship with my family had i guess...improved...in a way...since i was living at home for most of the yr...that's from june onwards...haha...friends would know that i used to live at kelvin's place...but since i've moved back...seeing them more...has certainly reduced the strains in a way...now we are talking more...and mama even for the first time in many yrs...gave me money to buy clothes...for the new year...haha!!

however...for the whole yr i haven't been to church...now church has been so distant...went for the get-together on Christmas day...that was the Timon Fellowship gathering...at karen's hse...haha...realised that its probably time to go back to church... ...

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looking into 2006...

actually i dun have much to look forward to also...juz hope to get into better health and shape...take less mcs...be healthier...and to enjoy life to its fullest!!!

also looking forward to the hong kong trip with brenda in feb...to my 21st birthday in june...haha...and dunno wat else that may come!! ....