well..realised i don' t blog as often as i used to do..when i juz set up this blog..perhaps..i set this blog up in a much happier mood..more joy to share..thus, i enjoyed blogging a lot..to share my joy..and happines..but now..nothing much to share also... ...
me..being me..i dun like to share sadness..if it doesn't bring benefit to anybody..wat for make everybody sad together with me rite?? haha..so..shall release myself and everyone else from this torture..haha..
juz realised an impt fact in the last few days..no matter how sad..devastated..or lost control u are..no one can release u from that pain..only u can do it..so friends out there who are still in this pain..let go of the past ba..u'll be happier..and less heavy-laden..
actually..to hate someone..it brings more sadness and unhappiness to yourself than the person u r hating..he probably doesn't even know ur hurt..
how did i come to know all these??? remember last sun..when i was still so devastated?? haha..well..mon i came down with a bad bad sore throat..which made me lose my voice..and a high fever..i spent the day on 2 days mc..stayed at home..and spent the time thinking..
tue morning..i suddenly wake up..suddenly..my world doesn't seem so topsy-turvy anymore..its like i suddenly woke up from my dream..everything juz doesn't seem to hurt so much already..and i know..that i will be able to slowly put things down..
i went for lunch with him on tue..we had a talk..he wanted to be together..but i cant..i really cant..had u tell me this on sun..i wouldn't have to go thru all these..really..i'm not blaming u or anyone else..i juz feel that..like u said..if we're fated..we'll still be together..if not..we might be happier as friends..
No comments:
Post a Comment