merry xmas!

first of all...merry xmas to all of you out there!!!

can anyone beat this? its xmas morning...and i'm home blogging...haha...

haha...well...this week has really been a killer at work...been super busy with both patrick and jolyn not being around...then daniel came back on saturday...to find his closings...really didn't manage to find them...dunno how also...haiz~ spent the whole sat morning going thru the files and the old closings with him...didn't manage to do anything else except to test the phone systems...

then xmas eve...went boat quay with gang...had a bit too much of alcohol...vomitted...can u imagine that??? nvr once had i been so drunk till i vomitted...such a yucky feeling...eeks...! yah...ok ok...i've been drunk...i've had to have people carry me back...but really not once i vomitted...like u guys did...haha...i merely sleep on the benches...or anywhere else...

then he had to bring back everything to me...why does he have to return everything...have i really hurt him so much that he doesn't even wan any memories of us being together?? this i really do not know...if its really this case...y??? y do i still hold on to the memories...y do the memories still stop at before all the quarrels began??? i really don't know...

i really dunno wat he saw...he saw us hugging?? asked me if it feels good??? haha...wat a joke...

am i happier now??? i really do not know...but from now onwards...i will only go out with people i feel comfortable and at ease with...not people that will only bring pain or sad memories back...